002. Kwon Tae-gi (Chang-gyun's perspective) - I'll do well

For the past few days, I've been feeling strange. Bebe, who I always wanted to see no matter what I did, hasn't been missing me as much as before, and I haven't been thinking about her as much. I know, I'm a bad person. But my heart doesn't always follow my own will, so there's nothing I can do. I absolutely have to tell you today. This is the right way to go, rather than lying and dating.

-(KakaoTalk) Baby, can I see you for a second?

Changkyun: ".....Let's take some time to think."

I hope you don't get hurt too much, I'd rather you curse at me.

Bebe: "..What?"
Bebe: "Did I hear that wrong..? Can you say that again?"

- My heart feels heavy and I feel suffocated when I see this reaction with eyes that look like they are about to burst into tears.

Changkyun: "..Sorry. I'm thinking too much before I speak. To be honest, I think I'm getting...bored."

I can't bear to meet his eyes and try to avoid eye contact. I feel like a jerk.

Bebe: "Bad guy..."

I opened my mouth and saw that she was so quiet, so I peeked over and saw clear tears already streaming down her cheeks. "Wow, I guess I'm a real bad guy... I'm going to make my girlfriend cry when I grow up-"

Changkyun: "It's just for a moment... We'll be okay soon, just like everyone else..."

I think it would be better to just let you go completely, but this is pure selfishness on my part, so I can't let you go completely. Since I'm already a bad guy, shouldn't I be a little more greedy?

Bebe: "Don't be so affectionate when you say things like that..."

Hearing those words, I realized something. I tried to wipe away her tears out of habit. But I was the one who made her cry...

Bebe: "..I'm going. Take care."

This is my true heart, without any hidden meaning or embellishment.

Changkyun: "I loved you so much, Bebe."